Well if one must have a bio, i will keep this short as possible but also as detailed as possible. From the age of 12 i have had health anxiety issues, where things such as my mom pouring me a glass of orange juice i would see bubbles in it and assumed she poisoned it. Or if i brushed my teeth and still tasted it even tho i spit all of it out and rinsed my mouth i was convinced i was going to die because i thought i swallowed some. Well that’s where the anxiety began got put on zoloft and went on with my life. From age 14 to around 21 i became i major mess up in school not really caring about class and just wanted to have fun with friends and didn’t take class seriously. I regret that because i don’t have the best grammar and am not book smart whatsoever. At the age of 16 i started smoking pot and drinking. It got bad enough where i would start stealing from my parents to support my bad habits. At 17 years old i got sent to rehab because things were getting out of control and i got expelled from school for multiple things including drugs skipping class failing out. first 2 month i went to a therapeutic wilderness program where i lived out in the woods for 2 months and i must say that i enjoyed doing that a lot and going there is also the reason why i love the outdoors so much. The next 10 months i got sent to another place where i had to go by there rules to move on and eventually be good enough to go back home. Home school was done there so i actually graduated before my class year which was amazing. when i put my mind to things i can actually do a lot. Well the day i graduated from rehab, i went home smoked weed and got an instant drug test and failed. My parents eventually let me continue smoking. But then i started drinking again and i would do these things every day until after my 21st birthday. Blacking out was also a normal occurrence for me being that i would drink 15 plus beers like a moron even tho this entire time i was on zoloft. One night after a night of blacking out i felt worse then ever before attempted to go to work got really lightheaded and felt like i was going to faint. My skin was pale as a ghost and my boss told me to go home. I continued to feel these symptoms for days, then weeks, and eventually years. The good thing that came out of this was i quit drinking will never drink again, i quit smoking weed another thing i will never do again and i found peace with myself even tho i am going through these tough times. Well what i have concluded from all that i have done and up to when the pots came, is that i probably caused this by drinking absurd amounts of alochol while taking zoloft and life has been a living hell. I have now been alcohol free for over a year, “still tried drinking even tho i felt like this but enough was enough” and have been free from weed for 4 years because i felt like i would have a heart attack every time i smoked. I have matured so much since going through this and i may be the only person in the world who is actually happy that i got pots because without this horrible disorder i would have never gotten off alcohol or weed and would continue to be a mess up for god knows how long. I have stopped talking to the people i used to talk to have made new group of friends who don’t drink and support me through everything i go through and i just hope one day i can find the right medications for me to live life happy and sober. Tried to make this bio as short as possible but looks kind of long to me .