I have a question about chronic pain. ... Especially since today was so bad I just wanted to cry and slam my body into a wall :0
I have specific pain in my hip, knee, back, head etc. (Normal pains)
But I also have these different variations of pain and intensity throughout my body that comes in waves. It’s I’m my forearms, my hands, the back if my head then switches into my thighs or back etc. It’s friggen all over and moves. It’s achey, numby annoying and intense like it just needs to be squeezed super hard or pulverized so it will stop. (I feel like I just need to workout super hard, tensing up the muscles and pumping them up to relieve this type of pain) Other times it’s like being stabbed by pins and having shards of glass rubbed into my skin.
It’s not the regular tendon pain or muscle pain spasms. It’s intense and makes me wanna scream and hit something (sorry I don’t sound so pretty right now just don’t know how to explain it)
How do you explain this to a doctor that asks what number it is or what type (shooting, stabbing etc)
I can’t figure out what I’m feeling and the sensations of this pain is literally wanting to be slammed into a wall or squeezed until I pop.
What is it?
Does anyone else get this?
It’s driving me crazy. Seriously driving me mental when it’s there. It feels like it’s affecting my brain and makes me frustrated and like I want to be aggressive. (I’m not, don’t worry)
I can’t even think correctly to get the smallest thing accomplished.
Any suggestions or recommendations when this just comes on all of a sudden and pills don’t seem to do the trick.
(The docs think I’m bs’ing them) (I admit this sounds fake or even crazy but it disturbing to my being)
Does anyone feel these sensations