I was beginning to feel a little ‘blackballed’ since this has been a relatively reliable venue for information for me. I began feeling humiliated, embarrassed, and scared about what was happening and decided it sounded so crazy that I didn’t want to post anymore. My chest is KILLING ME today!
I haven’t even thought to check it since it’s pain. Maybe the pain is significant enough to draw my attention versus rapid, slow, or skipping heart rate.
Thanks for your post. It means a lot. I have so so so many similarities to you, per your other posts.
Oh, I did look up CSF and the ‘water’ can also come out of ones ear – and has, in my case. Those times where I was alarmed by the overwhelming pressure in my head/jaw/ear …. Yeah, things that make you go hmmmmm… I never paid attention to ‘water’ during those intense times because I’d never heard of any of this stuff.
I know this probably sounds pretty bad and quite immature but it is all just too gross and disturbing for me.
I’m pretty traumatized by what is happening to me and it does make it tough to accept and/or ‘digest’.
Thanks again for your post. I appreciate it very much! 🙂