MJ,
I still have the desire, but the pain is a big deterrent. It is unbearablely painful. I get the courage up to try again and I am in tears afterward. My husband doesn’t even ask anymore, and I hate that. I feel like EDS has taken every last thing from me. I feel like all I do anymore is exist, such as it is. I just want something back to make me feel like a have something left.
Shonda