hi! i just want you to know you are not alone-but right now i am going through the same things you are and it’s been my whole life with weird things and i have gotten worse 22 years ago! yesterday i spent the entire day reading old posts and felt better just reading them. i started out at the top and have read some of Barbara’s and “give my daughter the shot” they are great-you learn a lot. i still have a lot of reading to do. it helps you feel better that your not alone but it does not help dealing with dr’s. i just had a ttt done at the cleveland clinic and i think they did it wrong. but i am just a stupid patient! sometimes you read a topic and you have “ah ha” moments like dr diana talks about, don’t forget to watch the videos. i don’t know how to help you but i just want you to know i care about what your going through and i would help you if i could!!!